Konsekuensi.

Kurasa hal terpedih perihal mengasihi adalah kau tahu dimana saat itulah, saat yang tepat melepasnya pergi.

Kubilang tak apa, aku bahagia melihatnya bahagia.

"Tidak ada yang seperti itu." Orang berkata.

Kupikir mereka belum pernah menyelam sedalam ini.

Kupikir yang kukagumi bukan dirinya. Tetapi jalan pikirannya. Itulah mengapa aku menghormati setiap keputusan yang dipilihnya. Termasuk memilih pergi.

Memudahkan jalan orang lain adalah hal baik, bukan? Dan caraku memudahkan jalanmu, adalah membiarkanmu pergi.

Baik-baik, ya?

Emotional Abuse

I’d been in toxic relationship few years ago. He told me to not do this and those. I was not allowed to hanging out with my friends. He told me to stop doing my hobby. I have no one to talk. Nobody warn me that all of that wasn't good. I have no time even for myself.

Even after I broke up with him, I felt I was not good enough. I was already cut him off from my life quickly but I think I got affected his negativity.  The realtionship that I take after that was also end up with tears and I cant stop blame myself about it.

There’s a part of my life that I became